chhera paata

kichhu likhte ichhe korchhe...kintu precisely ki likhbo bhebe uthhte parchhi na. cafeteria r moto obostha ekhon. koto kichhu lekhar achhe, koto feelings share korar achhe, kintu bull's eye hit korte parchhi koi? hoyeto etao ekta protibha r kolonko.protibha jokhon bikashito hoye, tokhon ekta chamok er bishoye hoye kintu bikasher chorom shimaye hoyeto protibha ektu mostishke r golojog hoye pore jake amra shadharanoto pagol bole thaki. after all there is a thin line between eccentricity and genius. einstein ke keu genius bole , keu shojjo korte pare na, keu take chhelebelaye pagol, opodartho o bolechhe. pagl proffessor der kotha to shobai jani amara.
amader modhye koyekjon er hoyeto shuobhaggo hoyechhe ei rokom dwimukhi personalities der shannidhye ashar..... kintu proshno hochhe ei rokom dwimukhi r karon ta ki? why there is just a thin line instead of a big gap?
ek prante e nabo chintadharar shrot arek prante nimno proyojoniyo tao koshktokor...amra boli..pagole ki na bole..kintu boli ki je kono scientist kina bole....keu bolbe ki abdul kalam ki na bole!!!!! hargobind khorana ki na bole...fransic crick ki na bole

oboshyo amar ei post tai otirikto rokom er ekta joga khichuri.....karon chhotobelate mone hoto ami hoyeto kono din buddhijibi der modhye gonno hobo...kintu joto cheshta korchhi mone hochhe insanity r kalo chhaya akromon korchhe. amar shadharon gyaan budhhi bichar bibechona r shokti kome jachhe.....din raat koyekta boigyanic paribhashik shobojaal e nijeke aabodhho kore raakhchhi.....etai ki "genius" kimba budhhijibi der dalbhukto howar prothom odhyaye?
ei ki jibon jekhane jiboner shundor muhurto gulo chemicals, UV, molecules, laminar....er bodhho ghore shesh kore dewa? na baire eshe mukto batashe shwasti r nishwas niye dukkher dirghoshwas fela jar shathe shara din er klanti dur hoye jaye...jiboner dukkho muchhe jaye. jibon shorot kaaler aakasher moto swachho hoye jaye. nishkalush nil!!!!!!!

jani ei post ta jotheshto insane type er lekha. hoyeto blog site is an onlien journal in true sense where one just POURs out. etao hoyeto jiboner kaalo megher porisranto roop laghob korar obishranto dhara r bari borshon er moto ekta koshto laghob korar bostu. just a mean to destress urself.
ei post tar duto objective:

1.etake personal diary r ekta chhera paata hishebe pathok der kachhe gonno hole badhito hobo.
2. eta bangla chorcha r aanshik procheshta. koto dur safal jani na. beshi aasha rakhi na.